One of the gifts I gave Brase this year was a holiday journal. I want to write a poem, note or brief letter about our holiday and past year. It is really a reflection of how I see life with my son. The pages will grow in volume year by year as our family's story unfolds. It is a gift that will keep giving even when I am no longer around to write the words. I want my son to always remember that he is loved. And... he is loved with all my heart and my entire soul.